This Side of my Family

• these family members of mine I find to be very hectic

• I often longsong: are they really my family members

• bathroom more dirty for me to shower than not, they have never upgraded

• interrupts during my eating session, often at timing of me just began to consume large bowls

• frequent pointless questions and empty remarks barraged at me while paying attention to another, and often very important task for the progress of mankind

• is this all not barbaricism?

• never checked self how extraordinarily frequent they (some of the members) reach to me divided by equal units of time? I wonder if my looks get registered as a 5 year-old person in their minds, all happen at the middle of something

• only vocab I think ever learned from these is "eat" in changzhou language

• at occasion, my "grandma" says just as much like grammar about hell load of nothing

• while other times only spits out short bursts, incomplete sentences and so on, usually remarking about the clock, and dinner eating duties, how appetite!

• while my mother is a big hindering stone, yes of course, already mentioned in my other documents

• it is codenamed lyghe, very vicious, and interrogator toned, throughout family lifes

• it pays no attention to other people's feeling I think, it's been tremendous luck I would say it did not get mortally wounded yet, or half-ly so

• operates in extraordinary self-centred way, when was the last time it held a competition against me? about 137seconds ago

• seems really purposely going against me since paid by CIA or something, I can recall it dodging invites from famous and wealthy people, while spending weeks to visit some ghetto-ish distant families without much class nor potentials

• there is a thousand points can be written here in describing them, and each would be so good (points)

• people will see my achievement as having had support from me parents or my family that's just as kind and noble as me... ha roflmao rats!  Not only do I wish to one day expose their hideous jail they afforded me, but I will also make a shrine to eternally condemn them to hell

• my parents had spent more dollar on worthless cunt than a major important achiever like me, how hilirious... even if I ended up with average ghetto parent, I bet the outcome would've been much more natural and comfortable, but then, yeah, why do I gotta suffer in order to get something, such as valid sympathy? Does the society's norm has been infected to one where only the weakness deserve help, and not person(s) that suffered the most which should be instead.  And what's the degree of weakness I need to demonstrate so I deserve sympathy and help? Would there be an end for that?  Let's fix this major problem

• my speechcraft would get me out of vietcong hijackers, beijing gangsta mafias, as well as syrian rebels, but somehow, just inert on me parentsza

• the great thing about me suffered this much (and still standing) is that it had toughened me like a mountain.  Also now me can serve as a great standard for referencing how dysfunctional some individuals and the infected spiraling-down society has become, as well for revealing frauds and excuse-brewers

- David Sufferfella

My "Mother" - A Record

- wish LYGHD would never appear again, never fuss like this
- much anticipated that it goes bloater rage mode again
- we knew if it's not this, but it will be something later it "stumbles" upon that triggers/activates its rage instability utter-nerved-up fuss mode
- I knew, and turns out was right that there will not be one part of one day it does not fill it up with a fuss - there hasn't been a time where in one day it doesn't rage and loudness
- then raged at me, directly, man that ugliness alone is ugly harassment countable enough, even by retarded and awkward tribal blind religious beliefs and thinkings' standards, aye
- me knew, and glad me was right on that, that was good guess, so to speak, that it would then later just frustrate and fuss up on something that is nothing
- there is no danger at all other than its presented made-up, suddenly made-up danger, how does it rage this well, and draggers me down
- depletes my oxygen, cut short my oxygen supply, I knew something like this would come
- it generated a oxygen vacuum
- panics, and going utter-nerved up, goes unsatisfied with my answer
- makes me lose all my cool, does it notice or know I might be doing something, that it's abnormal I suddenly arrive like flash instruments appearing to move upon its next request no matter how brokenly phrased and prepared speech for, hm
- after eating and careful drinking, I usually head up and continue my work, but bam, though I want to ignore it, it appears ever closer and frequent, and louder (more apparant)
- I now feel discomfortable, what has been has been done.  I tried to put up with it, turns out, bam, there just has to be something, if it weren't be this, then it would be that, there just would be something it be bothered by
- the shield had been worn out, the defence shield reached its capacity to withstand number of bolts total per minute, damn the chickens, the lunch, and all of those thinkings I was doing, LYGHD just wouldn't give up, and seems as if is 1/4 insect order or some sort, determined to bring me down, which caused the launch of those bolts out of nowhere, through the monitoring of my temple and heartbeat I bet and suppose
- yelling like a retard, it's so uncool.  Also very not appealing - so then who would want to bother replying to it let alone all that history and also to look at or remember it.  My daily interactions and visitors should be pure and normal (enough), not filled with such hideous most extreme monsters I've ever seen.  Zombies dont scare me anymore because it's a zombie.  Where as LYGHD is some mother that's a rabid zombie screamer spitter 3/8 of the time - who wants to marry such a instability, awkward, dysfunctional, abnormal operating and yell-y puck.  The police protection makes it hard dodging it let alone putting it back to its normal place.  I blame the modernism roothenchild dominionlism much for this suffering I receive
- there hasn't been a lunch I could eat comfortablely nor properly, without worry, with comfort and relaxation and all that, what a stupendous upkeep I pay that is invisible so folks would see me later on in the days and in my life and think it never happened, rofl.  I hope to receive compensation for this, or else
- re-mentioning of this event consolidates its existence, its nasty ill-ness taintful repulsive existence, but hey I tried my best to word in such a way as to not re-emphasize it in any of its indirect secondary induction regions it may emit
- ok, LYGHD just has to bring something to fuss about, breaks my cool, going all appearing in front of me, interacts, interrogates, but then all to do nothing.  I was holding onto for long, and then bam, it bursts out, going supernova (of spit and saliva that's half excrement and half perfume, imagine how good that is)
- blames my voice not loud and perfect enough just because I seem unwilling to reply to it, rofl, going absolute yell-y in a place of elegance and learning, wow's, completely generated a oxygen vacuum in me, something I was viciously trying to prevent.  The discomfort it caused is imaginable.  I am willing to risk it all in the future to destroy all such malfunctions across the globe if I have to, if it requires me to.  
- I was living a perfect day, the session was starting good at 10am around about, and then bam it returns home, only to bring such fuss.  It should blame on its own disorganization and over-panic behavior if anything.  No major thing was lost, just some delay with the lack of Internet thing
- the harm dealt to me was equalvalent or more to forcing royal muslims to eat pork in front of their family members, or to diss (verbal harass) someone who suffered car accident directly on the person's wounds and disabilities

Geek Dorks

• them geek dorks are away from our cause, man
• the actual capable and skilled ones (as oppose to mediocre or phony skilled) produce many games and creations, doing the demo trial thing, sets up nice guides, but then missed th whole point of life, gone away from base, almost displaying intelligence as dumb as a 1 year old: when should be establishing connections, singing core values and virtues of humanity so to speak
• sometimes I wonder if they completely would like to stick with a haven system that`s providing them good shielding from predator or something than due to from completely brainwashed and unknowing the whole and actual picture of the system
• geeky dorks, the geeks and dorks, not a helper of Rise of Reich, yeh
• this one holds perfect description of them geeky dorks: spends hours, sweats endless nights, dedicates weekends and holidays, manages to produce a electronic device, a product, or a software novel finally, only to end up selling it for $1 per unit.  It`s sold randomly, and undercut price out of frustration, silliness, and lack of will.  The frustration part of finally sipped into seeing the whole daunting reality and sheer nerve of the creator of this modernism system, is understandable for me, I understand.  But then, why bother selling for $1 per unit though.  This actually consolidated many current zerg-pushing associated problems and ordeals.  This move of theirs is little signalling work which is probably the only good ad-affect that could come out of it, while had created tons of obstacles for me to overcome.  Now the zerg infestation has become super empowered and set-on-spirally-exponential-growth-track, stopping them is gonna take some more brutal hours of my time and quantities of units of effort|

Microsoft, programmer, dorks, poor sports, 0 EQ, socially awkward, artistic values, dysproportion growth, off-base, dysfunction, retard, nerdy, cowardice, unfit

Prime Minister's Report - Sept 17, 2014

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Comrades, victory is at hand,

this century is our century.

Keep up the fight~

News: After heavy fighting today, president Obongo has finally retreated to Washington monument where he is taking his last stand.  His Sauron master had fled the scene hours before.  Fighting intensifies throughout the highway strip as Putin's Grand Force is barraging enemy fortifications.

(edit: added: Obongo fortifications)

> Peasant zergies wrecking at us is indeed a possibility, we shall take pre-caution.

> Light defence is only necessary once the unity is presen-to graci-us-tha.

> Their puny trickeries stand no victory or tie versus our mighty unity.

— The binkoids originate from Qing Dynasty's boosted pro-donkey (vile peasant) agenda.  Japan was spared, while inner China become infested and engulfed by the mass peasant population.  The recent (beginning of 20th century onward) roothenchild-democratic reform had also given them boost, and not deters (namely, a policy such as monogamy marriage monitoring rule)

— binkoids are racist extremes, in addition are basically very bad humanoids

— we had troubles defining them as below nagas or above slightly

— they also easily flip out, are unkind to children, and overly in-socialcistic

— the honk gone binkoid ones are perhaps the worst

— binkoids get the non-aryan stamp in World Atlas Book of Arts

(one importance worthy of highlight, general pandawen: these flat nosed bitter looking sewage looking binkoids are rather psychotic (in the "right" way), making them resilient, and also possess great dupl abilities - they are great at phony words, very talented at this, have sophisticated crafts over acting, prank behavior, dopplegangering and so on)

(oh wait there is more, remember the salad I gave you? give it to those impolite bastards and shove it to their prison cell cabin, see the green striped boxes, yep you got it.  Oh and this: their ugly face can be explained by their unwillingness to do great things, to create and learn, and years of prolong bitter hate.  Furthermore, their orange-to-yellow taint come from sewage mentality.  Whereas for the cultural and glorious aspect of East Asian civilizations, they half-donkeys-to-full-donkeys have nothing to do with, if not have demonstrated themselves that they are enemies of it.  Hit them hard, commander, use the GVPS system if you want to, this is Overlord, out)

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Haha, good, peasantling dredge vipers biting me without any real purpose, thanks for the free experience points.  Now I am well learned and literally immune to future similar attacks.

As verified-refined, nations are more so fictions to these inliterate unclass humanoid types.  Free-for-all and selfishness (self-perservation) is more so their chosen way of life.

An easy way to crush those bafood is available to us - mislead those sheeple cancer to death grounds, we'll trick the, until they civil war each other to museum-storage-worthy numbers, ha, ha.

No matter whether they got this hair texture or that skin shade, if their spirit belongs to that of donkey, vile, or kidnapper then they will be discriminated against.  Psychos and villains tend to have the same leg count as good ones.

THIS LAW SHOULD BE RECITED AND ACKNOWLEDGED IN EVERY ROAD BLOCK AND TELEVISION PROGRAM:

  IF A REPUTABLE PERSON SAYS HATE SPEECH, IT IS LOVE SPEECH.

  WHILE IF A SCOUDEL SAYS COMPLIMENT, IT IS EVEN HATE SPEECH.

  SIMILAR, CLAIM OF EQUALITY FROM A SHEEPLE ZERGER IS VIOLENCE.

  WHEREAS CLAIMS OF EQUALITY FROM OUR GUYS ARE REAL EQUALITY.

   

Zerg's version of equality, their equality claim is a sour intent at generating gains for their selfish selves! I will cum at these lovely romantic vile barbarism to death.

"I want to be on an outcome, not a possibility" - Zedolf Goering

And heh, ha, those sheepies act like neglect isn't hostility, or disencouragement isn't hostility, when heh, ha, all are behaviors of the vicious, and mentally-ill that they say it's otherwise.  I will gladly have them turned into chocolates and butt their head off or feet first.

Death-bitden pucks ^

our folks r at their best under a great leadership 

overhard on self, might've been ya overly nice to enemies whom had infiltrated into the ranks

(later decided to leave draft modell here, yes)

>>> the dork-questionable-hyper-oddsomeness "government", the rule-setters aka, income subsidizes labor force jobs, while squeezes on innovation jobs? that's almost karma-worthy

>>> with the genuine people (majority of intellectuals; high intelligence people; people of natural strength) overworking themselves, setting high self-suffering pain threshold, these labor worker class/type of humanoids who majority are self-perservist idler lazy goes around waiting to get freebies and specializing further into that - a glorious healthy relationship, bound to be worthy of a place in every society!

)))  over-cautious and defensive towards the enemies that'd actually not an enemy, such as with the precautiou over sharks though they never attack or very seldomly, and plus if effort lended in cooperating and finding ways for co-existance the perhaps whole thing woulda been thwartled, hmm.  The shark example is one of many.  This goes to show how humanoids (good and bad, numerous and quality, psycho and compassionate) tend to over-prepare defences toward non-actual enemies or the ones that are minor in hostile relations.

)))  while they let rooms for the often most poisonous and negative enemies go.  As demonstrated in history the most successful company had mostly always been someone other than all anticipate, unlike the ideal world and scenes in the disney world - because all the effort had been grinded away at the most attractive man.  All people think about the most beautiful all day, also frequently drowns them down with the downer-negativity feeling along, as one example of the many frictional forces (that are unecessary and makes little sense) sent the handsome prince's way.  Frictional forces to one means giving boosts to the other candidates in this race, in any local world scopes.

LAW:

1. A PERSON WITH NUBBY NOSE IS LIKELY A PERSON WITH A DIFFERENT THINKING PATTERN; WAY OF THINKING -DWELLS ON DREAD, TRAVERSES ON SUFFERING AND DEATH STRUGGLE, AS OPPOSE TO SINGING AND JOY, THE NOSE GOES NUBBY-SHAPED.  NOW CAN A NUBBYNOSE EVER BECOME ARYAN NOSE, THAT'S A QUESTION

2. SAME AS #1

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     Dating is a miracle compounds that calls for jurdicial merits.  We cannot progress to the benefactors if these parameters by which obtained means that of cannot be permitted to justify.  We'll delightly woven many optional findings until the jury calls for endo means.  The tragedy will be many - many will die, in a vibrant variety of ways, including but not limited to: putrification, limitation, and quantitized liquidation.

      To ensure many these embezzlement from breaching, our government was happy to be selected as the vanguard courtisizer.  This miracle opens up many compounds to juridicial findings that may which we benefit greatly from.  To this day, students are receiving conceptional acts until the daytime mandates are over.  Rooms for romance will be available from 6:00pm to 9:00pm everyday, until the sun is over.  Sex can be allowed in limited rooms if the government assigned officer deams it to be on par with standard of practices and procedures.  Cafeteria may contain poisonous food at which came from the demands of the governmental body GPUs.  We can have all of these benefactors if the citizens required ID card proceed to scan.  By all means necessary, rooms for sex opens every dogma limitations.  Students and parents may have their own right to choose if masked by approval.

       As our surveyors have gathered, fish and meat prices outmatch the price of meatballs, of children. Such tragedy has no place to repeat on loopetitively, until the verbal denial of the prime ministers.  

       

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Women has always believed to be one of the most prized commodities at the item market.  Its price varies with the supply and demand value of various compounds.  There is few known incidents of dying coffin of such expensive material.  Liquidable value resets from friday to weekends during non-holiday jucritures.  Historically, this price has been the most seeked upon wealth by almost all weekend earners.  Only seperated university definance can be bought back by the desperation which fear itself needs and enthrusts upon.

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"Punching women can bring forth juridixtion demands for which Microsoft desperately needs." -  Unhealthy Psychos, aka Mr.Humanes

Where there is cancer, there is the softness and comfort to which the women can pride.  My sentences herein makes sense on the inliterate and sub-concious side.  Step aside, and feel her convex.  We'll allow her to reveal she's concave after that initial step.  Faminine is a darkness shade that must be surpressed.  All sin involves women, its participation is like no other.

Google my micro soft face, if you have the book, ya-whoo, ladies.

=Opinion=

<> knowing an island exist there, 53km away, and doesn't knowing it exist, let's say, make all the difference in life sometimes
<> going more expensive while larging differs from becoming larger and more complex while expense don't increase.
<> the expense tend to be on the subtle and quite-er side of things - harder to detect
<> give me a kind person and I will give you a preyer to that kind person.  Defence is necessary to counter vicious predators, and kindness don't do effective
<> defence for disease does not share transferability much in most cases with defence vs natural harms, and defence vs darkness: these can be said as fairly independent

<> as fellow players might know: orc race in warcraft tend to be expensive units, with powerful damage output and health bar, while it costs a lot, while night elves are slightly more number based, just slightly.  The most powerful race would indeed be one race where its cost is low, while its health bar is medium. This would eventually out perform others while other folks thinking, wait a second, are they cheating, and how much are they cheating.
<> If I were to choose, I'd want to be a commentator of winners, than being a winner.  I would rather be both than just being a winner.  For being a winner implies that I participate a contest that's not built by me.  So then how much of a winner am I if I am trying to win other people's competitions.  To be top, one should aim to be a commentator of everyone, than a winner of all contests, hehe, though surely being a winner of all contests isn't a bad idea either, just that ain't fit for my goal nor my destinied position that is, yes, hehe

<> peace and perfect world is an illusion and will forever be.  I think overall, and almost in all each little circumstances it's being skeptic about such appearances would give greater net output of saved energy and so on than being aggressive about capturing or anticipating or participating it
<> many baiters (which most would be bad than good) would use this want and thirst, this desire for a peaceful nice world to do their thing.  Being "good" at often times is an illusion.  My suggestion is that all people be tune down on their thirst for a ever happy world: there is almost no disbenefit for being "negative" about this wish.  And being "good" is often operating on phony words inserted by the plotter-competitors.  This is very true - most folks do not realize at all when their mind has been augmented by them evils, for this simple example proves it: most folks think it's direct word that change person, when in reality there goes far more embedded words and ideas: it will be precisely those unsaid words, implied, that tackle onto the mind and change the person to be more of a fool, a someone else's puppet.  My life stance is one I call omni-realism, where I absolutely wish there would be a terrible world, instead of a absolute happy everlasting good world.  This gets me dodge lots of baiters, at sametime retains all the benefits of wishing for such goals, I think so.
<> similarly, I also like to go the opposite of the "standard general" tendencies of wishes: instead of having midas touch, I like to have 1-dollar touch.  So instead of wishing I myself could turn junks into pricey possessions (commodities) like gold, I wish I myself could turn every most prized item to $1.  Oh hey, same result would be achieved, the difference is that I reduced others than boosting just myself.  This works very well in a world filled with shadow competitors and cunning-ready-ers, while not as optimum in a perfect perfect happy ever lasting goodness-filled world.

<> becoming what others wish me to be would be much of a being someone's tool, especially how those others are folks I wouldn't open myself completely to (lower my armor to).  My plan for meself is to become what God wishes me to be.  Allah the most merciful and gracious, give me more apple pies, by noon, without Arabic mathematicians counting my quarters, thank you

<> no matter how caring I get or anyone(s), pain is still and forever will be a relative term, in the whole grand scheme view of things.  The level of pain, most painful levels, goes on everyday, but depends on how we view it.  Take cells for example, most cells end up sacrificed completely for the goal of the whole body, roughly speaking, so then don't they end up basically gaboozo-ed all the time, and aren't their pain the same stuff we can feel since the nerve endings are almost same material.  If two creatures have the same nerve cable, then perhaps the pain they feel are both same, just that some viewer tend to ignore the other one completely simply because it's a cell than some thing looking more like itself visually.  Even if we go hyper caring about everything, and be sympathizing with all cells, then we gotta look at plants too.  Plus, the whole nerve system, the entire plant may not feel pain, but the each basic part of it may does.  In addition to that, the pain may be intrepreted by the plant as fun or good thing.  So then herein we see that vividly that all things depend on dependsion.

<> smart designers use senses than logic.  The human language is limited in capturing the beauty of the world.  What song is word first than tune on second-prior seat.  For me designing next cities, many attributes of things, each object, and their connections included, so it's tangible and their intangible things I look at - during course, no logic will be used.  Logic often tangles itself and turns into fool's gold, awarding on appearance, and once starts project and gets to mid range way, the diver/explorer realizes it's unworth it, but would be too late to quit or cancel.  Logic also can be highly difficult to master, it resembles a factory: if not finished, completed, finished construction, it's not usable - highly contrast to a biological organ, it can be used since infant, though production is tiny, it can produce as much earlier - often paying back the loan and investment early
<> there are two types of un-know-ers: folks that haven't noticed, or humanoids that refuse to know.  If I am a folk that's haven't noticed, I would stay away from the humanoids that refuse to know: as need-less to say, they would dragger me down and hold me back
<> rise of peasant in the last 70 years is my serious concern.  We urgent law and order back.  There desire more manliness and their intercept charge more in those place: whether exam room, or admission centre, or classrooms, or school grounds - if there is a problem, yo I will solve it, check out my arrest warrant while my officer revolves it

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