The Other Violence Type, aka the Real Actual Violence

- goes violent, out of bounds, picking on purpose, purposed hostile voice, aggresive tone, ugly demonstration of beyond absurdism - and labels all of such as not violence for because it's not raging in absolute matter, well you ain't someone who is a wrestler, so of course this constitutes violence, it's something out of bound for your mood, your type, for who you are.



- my biological mother if that indeed is my biological mother belongs to one of those foul-b!tchism type.  The future looks like this suffering will stay with and not away from me for quite a duration.  It's a curse that had a lasting impact on me, and looks like will continue for a while-ey.  I try to convert all rotten incomings into cookies, in keeping with this life-long principle, these torment of extreme magnitude have become viewed as chances for experiencing all aspects of life - the both ends of the luck spectrum - also as "dumping" of bad luck so to guarantee emptied anymore bad luck in the future fate

- this "mother" of mine feels body discomfort, then proceeds to launch barrage of angry shout, when it's supposed to be dumped into an object, someone else not in the room, and certainly not an innocent who had absolutely nothing to do with its fuss or anger or confusion in reality - an absolutely none amount.  Is this illness caused by double triple layer of personality disorder all put together.  And you know what, this behavior of this "mother" is the true definition of a personality disorder, often others ones I had seen are either categories of false accusations, mis-usage of terms or the undertone ones.

- how does it dare to really inflict to a guy like me, explicitly speaking it all out: I am technically the cutest and most moral person in the world.  Any mother would probably cherish me like some blessing from God, feeling heart-swarmed, a sensation of pleasement and comfortness upon seeing me.  And bam, the polar reactions happen, each every time.  This "mother", code named lyghd, must be someone with extreme problems on the anatomy side, and this "father" probably ain't no good either as it tolerates (had always been tolerating) sight of this behavior.  The anatomy dysfunction likely be not just hormone dysfunctions (imbalance hormones), and light central nerve configuration problems.

- probably in the world does exist no man who could (later added: also) withstand the onslaught of these shadowbolt barrages, metaphorically speaking.  The pure incoherancy, its verbal pronounciation, the breathing pattern, the timing of the abruption, the sheer intensity of its screeches, the scraping concrete sound, shards of broken glass vocals, spelled beyond horror.  If it weren't for my almost lunatic self-confidance, I would've long time be gone I bet, due to these attacks, same would anyone else in this world I believe who has ears and eyes and other features.  I will skip over all the little details, the event's invisible "topic" and "reasons" for its screaming shouts, and get to this summary point: it was a torture event conducted randomly, chosen at rapid sudden unexpected timing, one of monumental scale in its horror.  Whoever can withstand this, you can withstand all ugliness of foul humanoids and their brutality.  I salute to whoever else could withstand my "mother"'s treatment.
+ John McCain Fry's story about his suffering in Vietnam is probably 1/10000th of 1% compared to this one I go through, and it happens almost been everyday.  Oh hm now that I think of, it has indeed been everyday, oh god  *cold chuckles* heh heh  *sniffles*
+ I had to activate my lizard mode to ease the sensations of pain, that's how much it is.  Like every other activation of lizard modes, for the rest of the day as well stuff earlier the day, becomes a way to go to enjoy the morning!  Repeation of these good ol' torture event has made the person well familiar with the sensation of pain from all kinds of wounds from war
+ The topics are different almost everytime, they are sometimes in chunks (dragged on over a week) but is played in irregular interval, while the "barrage" is nevertheless almost the same.  All of this mentioned makes me wander if this "mother" of mine is some kind've hired staff sent by the FBI and CIA to run experiments on me or something.  Or perhaps paid by aliens from Mars to collect droplets of dreadfulness from me which they value to be the most prized goods in this solar system.












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大局之变，then 小局何有乐乎？

         Yes, truly indeed that's very true - if the major momentualsis alters/shifts/changes, then the smaller scenarios which live within the giant, would get motioned along. Only in special circumstance/cases of local setting unchanged by the giant's new direction, does this philosophy/proverb/statement does not come into play.
         If someone were to bet what's most worth it, which road (to take) would bring forth highest gain for Ash Ketchum and his pokemons, then the one that guess on going unorthodox, or non-standard, would indeed be correct / guessed correctly - in fact not a guess, but likely a well thought conclusion, by the ways.  In life, often things are of a fallacy andor a paradox. Having too much wealth turns out as proven by history of last few hundred years to be an actual empty dream - that actual wealth is not in the gains, but in the process - the goal had always been a draw to get to the real goals accomplished - which are the means. Again we see the same underlying common philosophy/pattern/behavior in every corner or place in nature. In progress of a strand of a specie, the desire to obtain dominance put forth acceleration to finding temporarily stronger mates, which often in case shuts down the ones that could have great potential in later century usages or situations, while majority of the time, contributes to the preceived and highly locally biased and full-trusted "growth".  This blog post itself follows the same pattern - it's a paradox - at very same time it's stating the fundamental universe in a "neutral" perspective, it nevertheless (has to) contain bias - even if the blog writer tries very best at attempting an absolute neutral perspective, which we know does exist, the blog writer will never reach that point, however close may be.  Now with the current political situation, the very steps Saurons have made, in fact, and indeed like written in the prophecy will bring itself to its eventual death - the righteous forces will come back - and in fact it's never been fully defeated - for its initial large fall was in actual a large trickery, deceived the Saurons well - and it would be that precisely that would lead fate to the resurrection of righteous forces line, alongside Sauron meets its demise.
         In reality, no standard is the standard, the English word the should be removed from the dictionary in my opinion - for there needs to reason to define it - any attempt at defining it would technically be an intrusion of freedom of thought - and an utter barbaric vile manner/method/action. And yet every standard is the standard, in someone's opinion, isn't it. The mighty never-wiped-out cockroaches continue to exist in large numbers, especially in places humans do not know, nor want to know.  In their mind, we would be the freaks, while cockroaches to humans, the samething holds also true. Behind each side's opinions, a hidden, untangible secret force "supports" either side - one does not tolerate the other in these pair, for chemically they are even inert/disassociative - a very scent of one another in this scenario would bring both complete demise - it's nature very itself dictating this play here - no matter how much one tries to like the other side - one still has to act in accordance, as if, almost - for, one cannot, and no one can overcome force of nature itself.  What gets preceived as wrong or negative may just be right, for everything is purely subjective, meaning highly dependent and in fact solely dependent on the person speaking, isn't it, so ta speaks? The actual road to success does not get dictated nor dictate-defined by one side or the other, or someone or another two person(s), but rather by nature itself. If I had chosen the road, which is to go unorthodox, so willingly, then perhaps that's my standard, and also the global standard, if I will.