The Other Violence Type, aka the Real Actual Violence

- goes violent, out of bounds, picking on purpose, purposed hostile voice, aggresive tone, ugly demonstration of beyond absurdism - and labels all of such as not violence for because it's not raging in absolute matter, well you ain't someone who is a wrestler, so of course this constitutes violence, it's something out of bound for your mood, your type, for who you are.



- my biological mother if that indeed is my biological mother belongs to one of those foul-b!tchism type.  The future looks like this suffering will stay with and not away from me for quite a duration.  It's a curse that had a lasting impact on me, and looks like will continue for a while-ey.  I try to convert all rotten incomings into cookies, in keeping with this life-long principle, these torment of extreme magnitude have become viewed as chances for experiencing all aspects of life - the both ends of the luck spectrum - also as "dumping" of bad luck so to guarantee emptied anymore bad luck in the future fate

- this "mother" of mine feels body discomfort, then proceeds to launch barrage of angry shout, when it's supposed to be dumped into an object, someone else not in the room, and certainly not an innocent who had absolutely nothing to do with its fuss or anger or confusion in reality - an absolutely none amount.  Is this illness caused by double triple layer of personality disorder all put together.  And you know what, this behavior of this "mother" is the true definition of a personality disorder, often others ones I had seen are either categories of false accusations, mis-usage of terms or the undertone ones.

- how does it dare to really inflict to a guy like me, explicitly speaking it all out: I am technically the cutest and most moral person in the world.  Any mother would probably cherish me like some blessing from God, feeling heart-swarmed, a sensation of pleasement and comfortness upon seeing me.  And bam, the polar reactions happen, each every time.  This "mother", code named lyghd, must be someone with extreme problems on the anatomy side, and this "father" probably ain't no good either as it tolerates (had always been tolerating) sight of this behavior.  The anatomy dysfunction likely be not just hormone dysfunctions (imbalance hormones), and light central nerve configuration problems.

- probably in the world does exist no man who could (later added: also) withstand the onslaught of these shadowbolt barrages, metaphorically speaking.  The pure incoherancy, its verbal pronounciation, the breathing pattern, the timing of the abruption, the sheer intensity of its screeches, the scraping concrete sound, shards of broken glass vocals, spelled beyond horror.  If it weren't for my almost lunatic self-confidance, I would've long time be gone I bet, due to these attacks, same would anyone else in this world I believe who has ears and eyes and other features.  I will skip over all the little details, the event's invisible "topic" and "reasons" for its screaming shouts, and get to this summary point: it was a torture event conducted randomly, chosen at rapid sudden unexpected timing, one of monumental scale in its horror.  Whoever can withstand this, you can withstand all ugliness of foul humanoids and their brutality.  I salute to whoever else could withstand my "mother"'s treatment.
+ John McCain Fry's story about his suffering in Vietnam is probably 1/10000th of 1% compared to this one I go through, and it happens almost been everyday.  Oh hm now that I think of, it has indeed been everyday, oh god  *cold chuckles* heh heh  *sniffles*
+ I had to activate my lizard mode to ease the sensations of pain, that's how much it is.  Like every other activation of lizard modes, for the rest of the day as well stuff earlier the day, becomes a way to go to enjoy the morning!  Repeation of these good ol' torture event has made the person well familiar with the sensation of pain from all kinds of wounds from war
+ The topics are different almost everytime, they are sometimes in chunks (dragged on over a week) but is played in irregular interval, while the "barrage" is nevertheless almost the same.  All of this mentioned makes me wander if this "mother" of mine is some kind've hired staff sent by the FBI and CIA to run experiments on me or something.  Or perhaps paid by aliens from Mars to collect droplets of dreadfulness from me which they value to be the most prized goods in this solar system.












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还真的是，居然

还真的是, we've walked (or arrived to, by somehow) to the era of Dominionlism. The beverages we drink has become Dominionlism, our very life style has become dictates, and even our mating desires, choices and the habit are now under control, being directed by the Dominionlism claws.

The death bolts sent from the local and central beacons of control are of truly great amount. And its range has wide spreadness to it, also carries much potency in each waves. Many sectors of our lives have already become muchly Dominionlism-fied. The products we purchase have also become largely Dominionlism selected, favored or controlled. At where exactly do we have control over ourselves and each other in actuality? Is there such spot, and where are they found?

Our education of our kids have become Dominionlism-lized through its law, which are backed up by their federal hired agents. These agents had peasantry and often anti-socialness intent in them if not straight up carrying criminal records at the time of their recruitment.

Our family sizes and values have become strictly dictated by Dominionlism, by its beacons and broadcasts, which gets enforced further via their trooper intimidation. Recently, as observed, they had given armor for their troops stationed at airport, again as seen often in other places, not for the sake of protecting the people, but solely for the aim of combatting against the people.

Alongside our loss of basic rights and freedoms, we've been robbed of our monetary resources. Not looking at the chart, the fact that a cellphone sells for 1/10000 quarter of an corporate accountant's salary tells all - often, the input and output dismatching by very varying amount gives enough evidences and hints. Surely, a state with such anti-people policies can't sustain itself for long, so, but how then it has lasted to today and never stopped in its spread increase? Well, the answer isn't a far one.  There must exist supporters of this tremendous horrendous regime, and lots of it. So, who could these groups be? Wait a seond, I meant who could these hordes be?  Well, ever been to schools or workplaces, or movie theatres with eyes open, Jimmy?  =p

Yes, indeed there exists a 2nd evil. This one lurks at the back, and likes to keep low profile. Like all other forms of evil - they do not have to put effort, or to act evil - it costs little energy and comes with their nature. Who spawned these evils, and is it really possible that they are in this high number, how is that possible. This is a great question, and deserves to be a topic of its own, or maybe a book serie even - or movies, or cartoons, that'd be all fine. Remember folks, history is the past, somewhere we've never been to. Where importance holds is the future, and it's decided by the present. See through the mirages from examining the present on own - without their disruptions.  We will see that the mass fumes had always existed - just rarily addressed - or the addresses had vanished somehow. The Dominionlism regime for some reason never gave a single bash or demotion, not even hints, to these mass fermentations. Their production of world population and other meaningless and stats only hid the existence of the swarm and the existence of the difference between us and them.

Here is a collection, in my best attempt right now, of the sectors of our lives controlled by Dominionlism:

-- food products, any purchases, since all companies pass through the bar code system, which itself goes through the distribution companies that had been centralized to its own palm, by Dominionlism

-- common beverages, the brand names commonly heard will never post any meaningful message, they seek to destroy our lives and their own lives in turn, for they cooperate with Dominionlism ideals. Whether they will break away or persistantly have shadow-cooperation with the regime is something worthy of examining, by the way

-- time management, since we were young, we had been bombarded with these schedule chart. Isn't it not true that the places require/need a schedule sheet compared to places that do not use it form an extraordinary visible clear seperation between the two? Anything to do with the regime-weaved social structure, seems always involve a schedule sheet, which is never found when we are on our own times. Our time management habit, the very sense of time, the very feelings and connections towards it has been ruined by this hideous madman regime. Will we continuing accept this ruthless beating?

-- lifestyle and fashion itself has been contaminated by Dominionlism also. A cleaner word in replacement of contaminated would be altered. This alteration of our life style and fashion sense has also morphed our preception about life. What people used to dream has become ashes. Persuit of happiness has been replaced with woeful drag. The population had taken a mega shift from seeking of glory and fun to dodging police and death - we've transformed from dreamers to survivalists within 60 years. The fashion disintergration is quite visible via browsing people's real life photos on Facebook. Comparing the rich folks's clothing difference to their items and house looks gives enough evidence. We know about this already, pretty much, the real question/concern is now whether are we going to continue accept this burden, this torment, this imprisonment shackle.

-- apprenticeship, many masters are forced to accept students they do not like, thanks again to the regime's set policies and algorithms. Many of the uglies that got in, manage to legally steal ideas, which they use to start their own business. After occasional success, they utilize the same evil approach behind false-advertising self as total legit and a pinnacle of virtues since himself is a definate symbol of success. Such individuals are usually promoted the  by the regime. And then with their boosted even greater power, these evil humans will not let what gave them their present existence fall or deteriorate, no matter how dismoral the action would be. It will not care for morals, it will use the same tactic it had during those early school years, half-facedly construct-weave out fake reason to guard the regime or that portion of the system, for it owes its very present megasuper power existent to, all to for the sake of more power for itself. Such evil human would have already become so hollow inside that it is now seeking more power to ease the void, than to, what had been previous, satisfy its desires.

-- parenthood, parent, and the meaning and idea of it has whithered to something troublesome, often disgruntling, and blurryly defined to both the parent and child, and the standbyers. Regime is much fault to be blamed for it. And since normal standard righteous justicar law procedures applies here, the any supporters for the regime would in turn become also included into the blame list. They have all been found of guilty in 17 accounts of anti-self, anti-nature, pro-disaster ugliness self-delutedness. They will each receive 2 trillion years in imprisonment without per-role.  Never ever in human history has the bond and very meaning of a parent or a child morphed into something this empty, demeaning and a distant substance. If the samething were done to marriage relations, then we'd have a good thing actually, since the total net damage has become visible enough on all the noise that a decent enough strike force would naturally assemble on its own.  Yesterday a parent was a guardian, a guide and pointer to life, compass to voyages (though occasionally does malfunction also, hehe), and an example to many of the growth persuations the children would have in their mind. Today, a parent may be a gay couple, or some old dude that don't use the computer or play jaxbox. Besides these habitual gap, the spiritual, ideals, and difference in principle outlooks on life are also widening. The good thing is I have preserved myself well in these areas despite my lack of parents - being raised in a family who received the wrong baby in hospital does feel like a worst thing ever. Perhaps the lack of parents offered much help, in that something of sheer differences serve as a knock knock warning, a reminder that things are very not to be accepted since r wrong.

-- preception about the world and life itself has been skewed to the most skew possible way. It seats at the level of can't be skewed no further. Today's people, 75% was grown up in urban settings and never been to towns or farms. Their mind and therefore decision makings lack varius elements: understanding of agrilculture, Zirans aka animals' behavior, understanding of basics of humanoids people, basics about psychology of gender and their actual differences, and more. With lack in these areas, all of which carry very importance to one (due to Dominionlism unhealthy abnormal life style, seems not as vividly so) 's success and health quality in life. Today's adults and young folks score an A, standing for Amateur, on these necessary and important life aspects/criterias. I sometimes pause and wonder how much has this very invisible issue caused broken first marriage choices, has resulted in how many false accusations and mistakes of appraisals, hmm.

there is many others that had been contaminated or changed by Dominionlism regime, I wish to address them all on here but due to time and effort spenditure, I shall leave the post at this for now. It's a tough difficult task, takes tremendous energy and focus, but I try my very best, for life is short, and letting it turn into booger farm is never right nor too nice. Being the few capable and also doing these righteous works/tasks gives much burden, however, I seek to continue my very best

I entrust in the firm realize that if I don't put a lot of effort into these works, there just may not be a replacement. I shall continue to keep up the effort and energy. It's been all worth it, and as much as I wish to write more and maintain tremendous high quality, I cannot always. Sometimes the posts are written via cellphone typing while on travel or on airplanes 16 thousand feet above on laptop. I hope the details were enough, abundant and firmly organzied, carries good flow, check out the other posts on this blog for more