Firstly, first of all, I would not mention it if it doens't harasses, attacks, abusing the police protection invulnerable shield daily, hourly, if not every minute potentially.
- throughout childhood life, has it ever smiled, ever
- always been the persistent serious jawing facial structure / expression when feeding me since toddler
- the reverse of the family composition of other monogamous families - mother is the one that's cruel, violent, drunk alcoholic and hateful one, while father is the loving, caring and well-mannered one
- the worst combination of traits on a humanoid possible - violence and broad magnitude of man, combined with the pinicky, pickiness and jealousy of some of the most famous yet notorious witches that only exist in fair tales (hyperbole stories) - ha, ain't my life good, if it's even considerable to be .. a life, yeahsz
- that's it for now, basically I do not like to address it again, better for me to disengage from mentioning the scums/filths or freakshow freaks such as LYGHD (code name for my "mother")
- if you think unreasonable war forced upon somebody, some victim in actuality whom gets labelled, false-accused as if a non-victim is mistreatment and hard to deal with, try LYGHD, you will have a guaranteed majestic and benevolent time
- the good advantage, and only advantage I can think of having such "mother" would be the "battle harden" I had receive as a result of all the quarral and horrendous tormenting "fights", and that itself does not balance out all the fuss, drain, attrition, tearing of energy and focus and such, ohh such drains had happened (to me, aye) (ssssss yes)
- perhaps I should submit or upload an audio evidence, also can be known as sample, here, but I will do that later - for it might be 90+ material, or suitable for blind and deaf person(s) only
- basically overall, aye, never smiles, sssss yes, always the straining face
- besides that, has it ever given me a single compliment - boy oh boy, no wonder I am immune to disencouragements and encouragements - my human part has never been activated thanks to the rough childhood
- my appearance may often give the faulty preception or mirage/illusion that I had not gone through much torment - I am like, oh ok, then let me have a broken limb, or have everybody on this island having their limbs broken, that will sort out the inhumanity torment inflicted on archangel on and for no reason whatsoever
- it's not exactly a fiend, it's not exactly a vampire, it's more so a psycho, a half-frankenstein who is suppose to be a hunky man but was forced by god to be a lady - this is not just a freak, this makes anybody dead, or almost dead, and any hero super "battle hardened"
- perhaps my lack of a real mother since young time, and all the "raise-up" I had been receiving explains kinda sorta why my language argument/debate abilities are of tremendous out of norm, and also out of expectation
- whether it's hypocracy, vilelism, sheer senselessness, violence, utter maggot banditry and such, it's all concentrated in good mirror image, summary image in this little hole nonsense entity freakshow freak called LYGHD - that's the upside, one of the upside I suppose ( I try hard see the positiveness out of sheer bitterness/torment/torture) -- it allows me to train myself in simulation programs as if against all types of fiends, crypt creatures, freaks, incoherencies and spawnlings and so on - aye
- and understand this: I try very hard in submitting my story, my plea, normally had I just been standard, I would not have pulled out enough strategic focus and concentration to type up this stuff, every moment, its very presence depletes my soul, and if this doesn't get sorted out anytime soon to my satisfactory examinations/merits, then a whole island will be destroyed in the most scientific and chemical manner - biochemistry, anyone? (not related in anyway to breaking bad)
Summary, about LYGHD:
- never smiles
- serious jaw face
- confrontational when trying to be personal
- lack of humour - never ever makes a single joke
- flat tone robot book-like mind and convo
- no compliment, no greeting, only sarcastic and eerie greetings and speakings
- been "teaching" me (more so tormenting and exploiting an abducted vulnerable mini-dragon soul) about communism (its nonsense rhetorical version of communism and chairman Mao) since 2 year old as I remembers
- what mother exactly teaches kid about communism before giving proper food and care
- I made it to this day, let's just say I am highly strategic - dodged all the poisonous food, the poor medicine, and aspartame drinks, the food coloring soda pops, (the only time I had drink pop was at a contest reward, or the time it bought (pardon, brought) coloring soda pops to home from gifts from a colleague party (worker's party, it was), also never listened to its "activities" and etc (LYGHD teaches kids, well since I am the only kid, so it's just me then, about these "yoga exercises" and these "magical medicine pills" endlessly, had I not been an incredible intelligent kid "fixing, artificially fixing" those for it, I woulda never be able to reach today's mighty strength and power
- frequent screaming, endless, continuous, ruthless rants, fuss, pissing others, pissing-off, madness, anger, complaints, about anybody (so if I hate anybody, it's also likely large to do with the "influence" from LYGHD). Anybody it has met or knows, there likely was a "complaint" about it
- is LYGHD psycho, is it mental, is it due to chemical balance. That's not of brightest importance, the #1 thing everybody should care about is whether you will appear on my hitlist. Act quickly to recompensate my torment, or face the same torment with higher interest rates adn free insurance allowance per capital
- something with LYGHD's brain is definately wrong, aye, what's even more miraculous is thanks to its pair (code name GHD)'s lack of brain responsible for coordinating and checking whether a person talking is normal or not, the two has never divorced, despite the ever-argument every single of the day, almost every hour, and it's potentially every minute - on everything, about every topic possible - if LYGHD had spent the energy and focus, this abundant surplus energy of theirs on something that works.. something that leads to progress and evolution, then perhaps I am already a prince, would be
- ain't nature just miraculous, what son could possibily come from these two - perhaps I am not theirs. And even so, on that, my astonding manuver, all the strategic abilities, the sheer will and ability to survive as demosntrated in the most cruelest and demeaning and harshest conditions reveal to me, lets me peak into the most pinnacle stories and scopes of life - I thank the universe for that, for giving me that opportunity and so on, but I will curse tremendous amount of my always-on-target-been-on-target enemies, upgrade them to blacklist I shall - they will be hit, and they will not forget -- I, shall, do, war
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